This morning’s news via the 700 Club carried a story another homosexual minister was to be ordained as a bishop in the Episcopal Church. That recalled memories which supersede further discussion on the chemicals in our food which I had planned to continue writing!
It was approximately 1976, when the charismatic movement was big and I wanted to learn more about it so I began watching Pat Robertson who many times featured an Episcopal minister on his 700 Club, so when I heard a local Episcopal church was promoting a “life in the spirit” evening class I determined to attend and invited my mother to go with me. Momma was resisting being “born again, ” said she was tired of being preached at, but, nevertheless, the class promised a diversion from sitting home alone, so she agreed to go with me.
The first meeting was marred. We were confined to a small stuffy room with no moving air, no open windows, and both the “priest” and his wife smoked! Not only did it seem inappropriate, but it was very rude since there was no way for the seated “prisoners” to escape!
I decided to write a letter to tell him I could not imagine The Christ delivering the Sermon on the Mount or John the Baptist preaching with a cigarette between his fingers. As far as I was concerned, I told him in my letter, he could smoke all he wanted but to do it under the of a closed room with no circulation, approached the unforgiveable!
In a few days I received a phone call in which he said he read my letter to his congregation which had long wanted him to give up the habit. He promised not to smoke at the classes so Mother and I attended. He didn’t promise to quit smoking, however, and so it wasn’t strange a few years later to see him at a funeral and he was still smoking! Anyway. Mother and I went to his classes on his promise not to asphyxiate us (I had smoked myself for 20 years and was up to 2 packs at day by the end, but had long before quit cold turkey)
At the end of the week’s study on the Holy Spirit, he gave an invitation at the altar to receive Jesus as Lord and Savior and Momma was the first one there! Mother and I discussed the week’s program and realized neither of us had ever attended a high church Sunday service. We decided to attend the following Sunday.
We arrived early. so the sanctuary was pretty empty. We usually attended regularly at Chuck Smith’s Santa Ana church and always sat on end seats fairly well down front. This made it easy to leave if we needed to, without crawling over anyone’s knees. This was particularly important for me as in those days I often had a spasm of a heart artery, a condition which can be excruciatingly painful. I always carried a nitroglycerin pump with me but was reluctant by using it to advertise to the whole church my condition.
Don’t ask me why, cause I don’t know, on this Sunday we had our choice of the entire sanctuary. So we went to the center, sat in the center row in the center as well as from side to side. Seats filled in around us as the church filled, so we were pretty well hemmed in by the time a solemn procession filed down the middle aisle, altar boys carrying pennants and incense burners followed by the priest in elaborate robes, proceeded to the altar where the priest took his place behind the podium.
He began with an announcement of an important meeting on the patio after the service: a representative was present to speak to congregants about ordaining homosexual priests.
I looked at Mother. She looked back at me. I said, “You know, if we left now, we could still get to Chuck’s on time.” There was a moment’s silence. I knew she was assessing our predicament, even as I had before even mentioning our leaving to her, sitting in the center, in the middle of a row, with not less than 20 legs to be crawled over on our way to the exit. For a moment I was afraid she was going to say no.
“Okay,” she said, “Let’s go.”
Mother was dauntless. The priest’s had continued with his announcements and in the midst of the next one, whatever it may have been, I don’t know, because we rose. Even as we were standing up, I knew he stopped speaking to watch this phenomenon. Getting past all the sitting knees between us and the aisle, and then proceeding up the aisle to the double exit door, was not easy and there was a deathly silence. We made it! I then realized the total silence which had fallen, when we stood up in mid-sentence so to speak. What could you expect from a couple of women who couldn’t tolerate cigarette smoke in a closed room?
We were a tad late to Chuck’s and didn’t get our usual seats, but we were there! The very first time I attended Chuck’s church years before, it was nearly Christmas, and I heard him reading Scripture to say, “And on earth peace to men of good will—” Not “good will to men.” It makes a difference. That’s when and why we started attending his church.
Not long afterward this awkward moment, we went to a ladies’ retreat in the mountains given by Chuck's church. Kay Smith, his wife, was the leader. It was only 3 days long but once again the invitation to accept Jesus as the Christ sacrificed for our sins was given. Mother literally ran down to the altar. I think she thought it might not have taken at the Episcopal Church the month before!
The priest’s announcement of a homosexual present to speak of ordaining one as a priest in that church, I remembered some years before when a man came to see me. who reminded me of descriptions of Alger Hiss’s nemesis, Whittaker Chambers, pudgy, shabby and unkempt. This man explained he was looking for a place to finish writing a book about the Mattachine Society of which I had never heard. He introduced himself as a former reporter for the Los Angeles Herald. Although I invited him in it was not without misgivings, but as I recall now from a far distance, he did stay a few days.
A local doctor concerned about what was happening to our country made arrangements for a permanent place for Fred Seelig to finish his book, Destroy the Accuser. That did happen some time later, but when Fred first came to the door I was somewhat doubtful.
During his stay he told me about a secret society, The Mattachine Society, organized to promote homosexuals by a Communist Party organizer, Harry Hay. Many prominent people belonged to it. Fred had sued his wife for divorce when he discovered she was a practicing lesbian and was using their two children. He showed me pictures of her French kissing the little boy.
He had not anticipated having any problems with the divorce so he was astonished when the Judge awarded her the divorce and custody of the children! That was when first learned of the organization, and he set out on a nationwide search to learn more about this organization, gathering documentary evidence along the way. In Texas he was seized without papers by U.S. Marshals and removed to the Federal Insane Asylum in Missouri where he spent nearly two years. His files were confiscated. I suppose it might have been about 1962-3, as I recall Robert Kennedy was Attorney General.
It was a long sad story before Seelig’s book was published and he sent me a copy. During that time I found no one had ever heard of the Mattachine Society which came and a few years later went and to be superseded by a more radical organization. I noted that Obama’s appointment of Kevin Jennings as one of his Czars, was proud to identify himself as having been mentored by Harry Hay, the Communist founder of the Mattachines.
Hay appeared before a Congressional committee in July, 1955 but he refused to answer questions on his CPUSA membership and took the Fifth Amendment . But when the Internet came along a few years later, he made no secret of it. Rather he boasted of it.
Anyway, they are all out of the closet now, and Obama declared last year that June, the traditional wedding month, is now homosexual month, and the Episcopal Church has added another Bishop. Their first such appointment split the church and created the founding of an Anglican Church which split from them. Presumably there will be more – if there are that many people left who care.